The Good. The Bad. The Ugly: I Want Answers

It's so hard.

Being patient.

Waiting on God.

Wanting answers.

Trying not to worry.

If only I could glimpse into the future!

Patience!

Not my strong suit.

Waiting.

Wondering.

Unsure.

Living day to day.

Searching.

Looking.

Wanting to lend God a hand.

If only I could get a piece of the puzzle.

I could help.

God doesn't need my help.

But naturally I do.

I can't help but wonder.

Should I do this or that?

Is that an answer?

Could this be it?

Or is it just me?

So confused.

Doubting.

Falling into Satan's trap.

Ugh!

I want answers!

God what do you have for me?

My marriage?

My husband?

My children?

My ministry?

My purpose...

Answers, answers, answers.

I want answers.

Lead me to my knees, as I patiently wait on you!